Blogaversary!

Blogaversary!

I got congratulated by WordPress recently on my 6-year anniversary. That didn’t seem right. Long-time readers (you’re both awesome, by the way) might note that I started this blog just before the launch of WildStar. I did some digging and was embarrassed to discover that I’d forgotten an aborted attempt at blogging during my SWTOR days. I’m not sure I ever actually went live with it, but I was planning a blog called “The Disgraceful Jedi”. I suppose it was due to unspoken peer pressure from my time with the Snark Side folks. That guild was overflowing with bloggers. I still count a couple of those guildies among my dearest friends, so I must have been doing something right even without joining all of their nonsense.

In any case, I did start blogging eventually, as you can see. It took WildStar’s awesome housing system to get me excited enough to do it. My first post here was in May 2014. During that time when I was madly in love with WildStar I was was writing tons of commentary and guides.

By 2015 I was still playing heavily, but I was blogging less. I had months-long gaps between posts here. I did participate in Blaugust that year though, and wrote my serious of shiphand / expedition guides. Later that year WS went free-to-play and my branching out to other games became more common.

In 2016 WildStar was becoming “inexplicably unsatisfying” to me. I played a lot of Diablo 3 and various solo games like Subnautica and Stardew Valley instead. That year I did at least manage to write something here every month. The launch of WoW:Legion sucked me back into that game and provided plenty of blog fodder. August 2016 was also when I started my reading challenge. On the one hand, it’s depressing that I still have so far to go to finish that list of 100 books. On the other hand, I’ve really been enjoying the process so who cares how long it takes?

By 2017 I was consistently writing “monthly goals” posts. It has helped me prioritize my gaming, and has the added benefit of letting me remember more clearly what I was working on back then. That year was a bit overwhelming with tons of great game releases. Between Horizon Zero Dawn, FFXV, Diablo 3’s Rise of the Necromancer, Destiny 2, and FFXIV: Stormblood, my dance card was very full. I somehow also managed to make time for some random completionist projects too. I cleared all of D3’s set challenge dungeons, and got all of the class mounts from WoW: Legion.

That brings us to this year. So far I’ve felt a bit adrift. I have a couple small projects going in WoW, but my play time there is pretty small. I’ve dabbled in D2, FFXIV, Monster Hunter, and D3 but nothing has been very sticky. Sometimes I’ve had more book posts here than game ones. Also I’ve been spending a lot more of my time and energy on my Creative Thing activities. I’m hoping that the next WoW expansion will bring some focus, but I am finding it hard to get hyped since I actively dislike the faction conflict premise.

I’m glad I have been writing here the past four years. I’ve met some cool people, and had interesting dialogs with commenters and other bloggers. I also have this record of what I’ve been up to for the past few years. Ultimately I guess I keep doing this because it is fun!

May 2018 Gaming Goals

Another month has left us, taking the tattered ghosts of all my well-intentioned gaming goals with it into the ether. Let’s see if they come back to haunt me in May!


April goals in review:

WoW: Complete all the priest transmog sets up through Cata. Nope, but not for lack of trying. I ran everything on two priests every week, but I’m still missing one piece from Dragon Soul.

Get my new mage up to 70. Nope. 67 is pretty close though! The new leveling experience is slow. It doesn’t feel great.

Participate in my friend Belghast‘s M+ nonsense. Yes! I missed last week due to family stuff, but otherwise I’ve been enjoying this.

Monster Hunter World: Finish the story. Nope. I checked out and fell down a Night in the Woods -shaped hole and then never came back.


May Goals:

WoW: Keep playing in the M+ nonsense group. I don’t know if we will get to +15 before BfA arrives, but we will have fun trying.

Finish all the priest transmog sets up through the first tier of MoP. This seems like a minor goal since I’m almost done with Cata, but the MoP raids have 3 sets each. Plus I think some of the difficulties are mutually exclusive in terms of loot.

Level the new mage to 75. I’m keeping this to baby steps because leveling just feels bad right now. I hope there’s another leveling catch-up bonanza like the Legion invasions as part of the BfA pre-launch.

Destiny 2: Check out the new expansion. I’ve essentially quit playing D2, but since I’ve already paid for this expansion I might as well see what it has to offer, right? Hopefully it will give me a reason to come back.

Stardew Valley: Try multiplayer. A beta version of SDV with multiplayer just got released. I haven’t played in ages but this seems like a good excuse to fire it back up and mess around with a new farm.


That’s it! Another month with very modest goals because real life is still kicking my butt.

Reading Challenge #77: The Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey

Time for yet another reading challenge entry. This one took me a while, for several reasons, not the least of which is its 700+ page length. This entry is The Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey. As usual I only read the first book of the series to meet my challenge goal. That was Kushiel’s Dart, published in 2001.

I have many mixed feelings about this book. My enjoyment of it and level of engagement varied wildly from one chapter to the next. Since this book had quite a lot of chapters, this makes writing a review very difficult. I will do my best!

The story follows the life of Phèdre nó Delaunay. At a young age her parents sell her into indentured servitude. Initially the red mote in her eye is seen as a flaw that makes her unfit to become a high-ranking courtesan. However it is eventually revealed that the flaw is actually “Kushiel’s Dart”, a religious sign marking her as an “anguissette”, a prized sexual masochist.

Yes, in “fantasy France” (Terre d’Ange) where the novel is set, sexual ability is highly valued and compatible with their faith. Phèdre’s childhood is spent preparing her for a life of religiously-motivated servitude and prostitution. The children sold this way were not used for sex until they came of age, but they were told constantly that prostitution was a life of holy work and trained in submission and in sexual techniques. You might see now why I had a very hard time getting into this book. There are some aspects of this culture that seem really great. For instance, the full spectra of sexual orientation and sexual preferences are openly accepted. For me, though, “love as thou wilt” was never enough to offset the idea of children being bought and sold for this kind of life.

Once Phèdre is old enough to leave the training house (but before she comes of age) she enters the service of Anafiel Delaunay, who purchased her contract. He trains her in the ways of court intrigue in addition to her other talents. When she is finally old enough to start her work, her real job is to get her patrons to give up their secrets while they are using her body. Individual readers might love or hate this part of the book, depending on their own preferences, because the plot is heavily interspersed with graphic scenes of sexual torture. I would have found it distracting, but I didn’t care much about the plot at that point anyway.

For better or worse, immediately after Phèdre earns enough money to pay off her debt and become free tragedy strikes. Delaunay is murdered, along with his entire household, and Phèdre is given into true slavery to a tribe of Skaldi barbarians threatening Terre d’Ange’s borders. Where earlier Phèdre at least had some agency and a say in which clients she would take, now even that is stripped away. During this time, however, she discovers the extent of a plot that involves conspiracy between nobles from her homeland and the barbarians to overthrow the queen and take over Terre d’Ange.

The last major section of the book involves Phèdre and her bodyguard escaping, warning the queen, and then seeking a way to defeat the Skaldi with outside aid. Even though this section is filled with grim war, at least Phèdre is finally free to be her own person. The military strategies and political intrigue were mostly lost on me though, because I wasn’t invested enough at the start of the book to pay attention to who all these lords and houses were.

Overall my opinion is mixed. There were times, especially in the first half of the book or so, that I was ready to quit reading it completely. Looking back from the end, I guess I’m glad I finished it so I could at least see the ways in which it got better. It was very long, and I would not say I liked it, exactly, but once it finally got going it did tell an interesting, suitably epic story. I wish the premise and world-building had not been so problematic, I might have actually enjoyed the tale.

TL;DR: Alternate-Europe, low-magic political intrigue fantasy with an extra heaping helping of sex up front and war at the end. Depending on your personal tastes this book might be engaging and sexy or it might be completely off-putting.

The Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey

Rating: 3/5 stars

Next up: Rendezvous with Rama by Arthur C. Clarke

Reading Challenge #78: The Dispossessed by Ursula K. LeGuin

I’m still a bit behind posting these challenge entries. I’ve been reading them faster than I’ve been writing my reviews. This entry is The Dispossessed by Ursula K. LeGuin, first published in 1974.

I suspect this book is pretty polarizing. It is a utopia, and it pokes very hard at some sore spots regarding personal liberty, capitalism, and gender equality, among others. It feels extremely topical. I imagine it must have seemed completely revolutionary at the time it was released.

The story largely takes place on a planet called Anarres, with some interludes on its sister planet Urras. Anarres is essentially an isolationist colony established by anarchist revolutionaries from Urras. The social structure and values feel somewhat reminiscent of the communes of the 60’s and 70’s. People are encouraged to pursue what they like in life, while also strongly valuing sharing, and providing service to the greater community. There is no concept of property or ownership. Everything is communal, and while life can still be hard at times, overall people can expect that their basic needs will be met.

The main character is Shevek, a physicist who is developing a type of grand unifying theory of spacetime. The plot bounces around in time, but covers his life from his childhood onward. He’s driven to work on his theory his whole life, even when he’s assigned to do other work at times. He believes that it should be shared with their sister planet and with the other known aliens, for the benefit of all. When he realizes that his work is being stifled on Anarres, in spite of their supposed freedoms, he decides to travel to Urras.

Le Guin very cleverly avoids the major issue of utopia stories, namely that they are too perfect and either boring or unrealistic. Anarres is shown to have plenty of faults. The society gets strained because life is difficult on the harsh planet and poor weather leads to famine and suffering. Also, for a society that supposedly values freedom, there are a lot of systems and power structure in place that constrain people’s actions. Still, this is all shown against the backdrop of their sister world, which is much more similar to our own. The capitalist, misogynist, militaristic culture is often baffling to Shevek. In that light, Anarres shines very brightly even with its flaws. This isn’t one of those stories that looks like a utopia but turns into a dystopia. I was left feeling more optimistic than not.

I think perhaps my biggest problem with this book is that it left me wanting more. I was excited and anxious to see what happened when Shevek got back home. Instead, the book ends just shy of that and I wasn’t expecting it. I wanted more! In retrospect it is a perfectly reasonable place to stop, and it forced me to look back over the events of the story and really think about what might happen instead of spelling things out for me. Overall it was a great read that challenged me and made me think.

TL;DR: A well-constructed sci-fi utopia that gave a lot of great food for thought about our priorities as a society and how we could do better.

The Dispossessed by Ursula K. Le Guin

Rating: 4/5 stars

Next up: The Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey