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Golden Helhest and Hiveborn

October 17, 2025 by Belghast

Hey Folks. I’m still on my Destiny Rising bullshit, I think in large part because I don’t really have another game to obsess about. That is going to change a bit towards the end of this month because I will have the first part of the latest Guild Wars 2 expansion to play (28th), and then a brand new Path of Exile league following closely after that (31st). I will likely be ping ponging between those games, while still doing my dailies in Destiny Rising from that point forward. That probably means that I will let the second account that I rolled up to create the guild lapse a bit, because I won’t be mainlining the game quite so hard. I did however give them some more money and bought the Crow outfit for Helhest because I still think it is badass.

The biggest news since yesterday is that I managed to push Helhest up to gold rank which unlocked another significant boost to exotic mod drop rates. That really is the piece that I need to focus on farming right now. I have decent artifacts for most of my champions, but have next to nothing in the exotic mod department. I did manage to get a single pierce exotic mod that would work for Hellhest’s linear fusion rifle, and that was the thing that pushed me over the light cap for gold. The champion that I am probably going to work on next is either pushing Umeko up to Gold, or spending some time focusing on Ning Fei because after getting him on my second account… I’ve come to realize that I actually really like playing him. Umeko is probably my favorite pure sniper though, because of the self healing benefits. However if I need to take a precision champion somewhere… I am probably going to be playing Helhest for the broader versatility.

Speaking of the second account, over lunch I tried to run a bunch of gauntlet ops, and ran into some friction. This is the first time in the community I have been kicked from a group… seemingly because I had low light levels. It happened twice while trying the run the Gauntlet Break In part of the raid. The irony behind this is that in the teams that I managed to get into… I dusted them hard, and was one of the key players doing the mechanics. More so I ran a strike with Ning Fei and was less than half the light level of the other players… but did 71% of the damage. Please for the love of god.. do not judge players for being new lights, because sure everyone wants an easy run… but there are a ton of folks running second accounts in this game and you can never tell when that new light might be a ringer. Additionally it is just a dick move to try and be exclusionary like that.

Part of what has made my alt Ning Fei so powerful so quickly, is that I managed to get the exotic crossbow to drop as well. That account is shaping up to be pretty freaking strong with both Jolder and Ning Fei. Hopefully I can pull a Helhest while this event is still going on. It sucks that it will be a long time before it has access to Gwynn or Estela since those banners are over. I am guessing when the new content goes in early next year hinted in that trailer, that Gwynn and Estela might be joining the permanent banner at that point. I am still having a lot of fun with Destiny Rising, even though I know I am probably switching gears especially when the Path of Exile and Guild Wars 2 expansions drop.

Speaking of which we have a name for the expansion, a theme for the expansion, and a reveal date of the 23rd. Keepers of the Flame seems like maybe this is going to relate to the Acolyte of Chayula from Path of Exile II. Then the theme of the expansion feels like it is going to be Breach focused, and maybe a significant upgrade to the way that it works. The hand jump scare, specially looks like the hand shaped “wings” on the back of Xesht who serves as the boss of Breach in Path of Exile II. I think essentially, we are seeing more content that knits the storyline between the two games together a bit, and maybe serves as a gap closer between the events and organizations that appear in the 20 year gap. It That Fled, one of the Betrayal NPCs specifically talks about the Hive, so yeah…. it feels like we are getting a Breach upgrade league. It does make me wonder how sweeping of a change it is going to end up being.

Additionally there are going to be some sweeping changes coming to Diablo IV. It feels like we JUST started Season 10, and that it is way too soon to begin talking about Season 11… but apparently they are just about to start up the PTR on October 21st. Due to this they dropped some big patch notes, and Raxx also released a video talking about them. I am seeing some things that will probably be really good for the game, namely changes to how Masterworking and Tempering functions to be a bit more deterministic. They are however talking about making combat harder… which worries me because really the point of a Diablo game is getting to a place where you can blow up entire screens. The game itself is not mechanically enjoyable enough to really lean into the soulslike direction like Path of Exile II did. However that said… I am not even sure what sort of unique niche this game can carve out. It will always be a shallower version of better games like Path of Exile or Last Epoch, because it is not growing over time.

Don’t get me wrong. Diablo IV is a pretty good game. It is fun in small doses, but there just isn’t really a lot going on… and they are squandering the seasonal model to keep creating thoroughly disposable content. Each season comes with a new borrowed power system, and a new faction to grind… which gives you rewards that will all be washed away the next time a season rolls out. Last Epoch and Path of Exile 1/2 create permanent changes to the game that grow the depth and complexity each time a season/league happens. Not everything goes “core”, but enough does that it makes the game feel like it is growing and changing in interesting ways. Diablo IV more or less feels the same today as it did at the launch of its DLC… because there is nothing really new to do that did not go in with that DLC. Sure they have moved the chess pieces around on the board, by shifting this or that balance…. but at the end of the day you still have to grind the same endgame that existed a year ago when Vessel of Hatred launched. We are about to be eleven seasons deep into this franchise and have very little to show for it. I think more than anything… the game disappoints me, because it could be a better game than it is now.

The other thing that I am playing that I have not really talked much about is Bravely Default, on my Switch 2 hooked to my new television downstairs. This is a super chill activity that I often do when I am winding down for the night, and at the moment I am largely in Act 2 and grinding levels right in front of Ancheim. At some point I am going to swap up the jobs of everyone so that they can learn a second trait line. Currently I have Edea as Knight, Tiz as Monk, Agnes as White Mage, and Ringabel as Black Mage… and I am going to swap my two martial fighters and my two magic users so they are cross trained. I find grinding levels in turn based JRPGs deeply relaxing, and especially since this one has an auto mode where you can set up a set of attacks and just have them follow them over and over. I am not really sure what level I am going to call “good enough” to move forward, but right now I am mostly farming until I have enough gold to buy all of the upgrades available in town. I like overpowering content, and do not really want to have to think about it. Anyways. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. It is supposed to be cooler again, so I will likely be working on the south half of the garage. Once I have finished with everything I will probably post before and after photos. It was a complete mess, and it is becoming less of one, every time I go out there and work. The post Golden Helhest and Hiveborn appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.

Fish for Cats

October 16, 2025 by Belghast

Good Morning Folks. This most important thing that I do every day… is find one of the cats in Haven and figure out what fish it wants to eat. This is harder than it sounds… because you are having to translate what is often poorly translated features… and then playing a guessing game as to what exactly a “Plump Fish” is. Whoever added this feature to the game is delightful… because they fucking nailed this feature. The cat “chirps” are on point… and enough so that if I were not playing with headphones it would freak my cats out. I don’t love the fishing mini game… but I keep doing it so I can make sure I have the right fish that these adorable darlings want on a given day. Please note… the gift that they give me back… is in no way actually worth doing this thing. I just get brief sparks of joy from feeding these virtual cats.

Ace and I made a date to meet up last night and burn through some of our challenge keys. When you get deep into this game you can access much harder versions of existing content, and one of the things we had never participated in was “Master” difficulty of Gauntlet Blitz. Now the normal version of Gauntlet Blitz is generally a pretty chill activity, one you can absolutely complete without much issue using a group of bots. Master difficulty however does not exist with bots… and apparently few people are trying to run it. So we started this madness with just us attempting to learn the mechanics and slowly over time more people joined in until we finally had five players. There were these crazy singularities that would spawn… and slowly pull us in so we had to stop everything we were doing and dps them down to keep from getting instagibbed. This made the entire experience way more stressful… but also way more enjoyable. I would love to do this content with a full group of people I know.

One of the cool features of the game is that you can borrow characters from your friends, so it is actually pretty beneficial to friend random players who perform well in content with you. I have a well geared Helhest, but I noticed that Ace’s was a bit higher than mine so I borrowed her for an attempt at a Challenge Difficulty version of the Legendary Campaign. Side note… this apparently DOES not count for any of the objectives on your ascendancy. I made decent time, and did not take any deaths… but did not get credit towards her “do challenge legendary campaign without dying”. So seemingly if you borrow a character it will not count towards your achievement unlocks. Mostly just throwing this out there so someone does not get disappointed like I did.

Speaking of Helhest, I completed another phase of her story and I am really enjoying this particular plot thread. Spoilers ahead so be warned if you care about such things. Destiny 1/2 players have a long relationship with Mara Sov the Queen of the reef, this story-line deeply involves her and what appears to be an AI Consciousness backup known as the White Queen. Helhest in her pre-resurrection life was a Crow, and specifically a Crow tasks with hunting down the White Queen and assassinating her and anyone guarding her. I’ve always thought the whole memory wipe that comes with resurrection as a lightbearer an interesting part of this whole setting. I remember they brought back Mara Sov’s brother as a Guardian in Destiny 2… and that felt weird… considering how icky and awful he was during his normal life. So this is a similar story thread, and it is interesting unpacking Helhest’s former life.

Being completely honest. Helhest is the first time I have been tempted to give them money for the cosmetic outfit set. The crow outfit looks fucking badass. Thing is I really like this character and it is probably going to be my primary arc damage character that I run. I am working on pushing her light levels up, and will probably spend my stamina to run a bunch of chaos trials today in order to try and get a full set of exotic artifacts for her. Once I have that, I should be able to push the light levels up to a sufficient place, and if I get the rare runestones from the wheel of fortune event I should be able to complete gold this week/weekend. The game just keeps throwing discounts at me… which I know is the trap that they keep hoping I will spend more money. However like I said I am legitimately considering picking up this sweet outfit.

We got a teaser trailer dropped for where the story is going… and I am pumped, other than the whole “Coming in 2026” part. The game really needs to drop some more story content soon. In theory we will have another season between now and then, because the Season of Daybreak is coming to a close soon. So I am hoping with it comes another destination and maybe some more activities. However I am pumped that we are at least leaving the planet at some point, because the teaser trailer shows a spaceship. I am hoping this game gets a version of the Dreadnaught from Destiny 1, because that was one of my favorite environments to explore. I loved all of the weird unlocks and jumping puzzles and ended up getting us our first sword if I am remembering correctly. I love the Hive and the nonsense of Oryx, Savathuun, and Xivu Arath… and we have already seen that Crota exists in this setting which means Oryx likely does as well.

I wish the whole mobile nature of the game was not a massive turn off to most folks. It is shockingly good, and for a gacha game it is weirdly fair about its spending. In a worst case scenario, if you the the worst possible luck… just the act of pulling a new character is at most around $50. However I have never made it all of the way to pity once… before getting a new character. So far with Helhast I have had outrageous luck and pulled 3 copies of her just using my banked up resources. I am continuing to pull on that banner as I get free currency because I am wondering just how many stars I can unlock before that banner ends. This is putting me in a bad position for the next banner… but like I said, I really like this character. The post Fish for Cats appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.

A Guild of Greys

October 15, 2025 by Belghast

Good Morning Folks. Yesterday I took the day off and it was needed. I didn’t really get much of anything accomplished, but after yesterday’s emotional blog post… and tears that followed… I think I just needed a day to fall apart. I spent a good chunk of the day playing Destiny Rising. If you have ever loved Destiny at any point in its history, you owe it to yourself to check this game out. While I have spent money on my main account, I have created an alt account that is entirely free to play, and quite honestly… I have plenty of good stuff to make playing that account enjoyable. It has been interesting to see how fast I can progress it through the ranks and am already up to heroic content. Which means that I get to have the exciting grind of collecting all of the mythic weapons all over again. Over on my main account I am mostly spending my time learning Helhest, the new Arc champion and think I am going to add her to my more focused lineup since I already have Jolder to represent Void, and Estela to represent Fire.

The biggest news from yesterday is that we managed to get the Greysky Armada guild online in Destiny Rising. You’ve likely heard me complaining about the process of creating a guild… and it is in fact even more onerous than I expected. Firstly everyone has to be available during a 24 hour period to join the guild, and has to leave their existing packs before they can even be invited. I am not sure if extended friendships are not important to the Chinese player base… but every single one of these mobile games has an awful guild system. In AFK Journey you get thrown on random servers and can ONLY ever invite people from that random server. We cheated in getting this guild off the ground when Ace and I realized that we could easily create alt accounts. With our alts and a handful of people actively playing , we managed to get the guild up and running and actually leveled it up the first time and upgraded the hangar to level 2. If you are playing this game and a reader of this blog, feel free to join the guild.

I am pretty pleased with our progress for a single day of doing pack hunt. Granted this was swapping between two accounts and running missions to uncover more ground. Essentially I was trying to find one of the strongholds, because I have never actually managed to do one of those and thought maybe with a guild of people I actually know I might be able to arrange a time when we could have three people on at the same time. The mountain ranges are somewhat infuriating because you have a bunch of highlighted areas around the map, and inevitably you will run into a wall that is not passable that will cause you to waste a bunch of turns. Sadly the community has not figured out the pattern to these maps so it isn’t like the Labyrinth in Path of Exile where you can see where you are going each week. You sort of have to just poke around in the darkness trying to find resources.

In other news, I managed to get the currency needed to push Estela up to gold and clear the logjam that was halding my ascendancy points. So I went immediately from 24 to 30, and have since pushed it up to 31. Right now I am working on getting Helhest up to gold, but have quite a bit of work left to go on her. I knocked out Silver on her last night, and am working on farming a set of exotic artifacts so that I can properly equip her. I am not sure if I can just do the equip highest and get her past the hurdle or not. I essentially need another round of the rare materials in order to push her up to gold anyways, so I am likely going to be in a holding pattern for a bit. I might start working on some of the other characters and knocking out bronze and silver so that I can get more points and raise my ascendancy level up a bit while I am waiting.

I’ve continued pulling on the Helhest banner since I like the character so much, hoping to get more copies and ultimately more talent tree points. This has led to an abomination… and I now have a 6 star version of Finnala. Like there is nothing inherently wrong with Finnala, she just does not have that great of a kit. She is ultimately a less useful version of Wolf, and the big problem I have with her is that she has no range abilities. This means that you are essentially left in the dust while running content on her because Destiny Rising is like every other game where you do the same content over and over… and it is go go go go go. She is perfectly cromulent for doing content planet side, and that is honestly have I have ranked up most of her reputation doing dailies, because she is really good when it requires fire stuff.

Speaking of abominations… we finally got our Trikora match and it was just as hilarious as we expected it to be. We honestly did better than I expected, but due to seemingly no one queuing for shifting sands, we ended up in there with two human teams, and everything else bots. We did fairly well and I think we placed second overall, but it was a massive difference between playing against human players and bots. The bots were way more aggressive… and actively tried to hunt us down constantly… but were also sort of dumb. The one time we ran into a human team unprepared we were quickly wiped. However we wrecked the bots in pretty much every encounter. This is a bad ideas match up…. but was super funny to play through.

Mostly right now I am going to be playing a lot of Helhest so that I can unlock the last bits of her storyline. So far I really like it and she is one of the more interesting characters in the game. I legitimately like her both in her skill set and the story that is being told. I think this was also part of the reason why I bonded with Estela so hard, is because the story that was being told was actually really good. Helhest would be better if you did not have to keep resummoning the drones… but then again they probably learned their lesson with Estela. The little manta ray things that she summons are constantly running ahead of the players and clearing objectives before anyone has a chance to get to them. Helhest though is a beast when it comes to a burn phase because pending she has all three drones up… you can just wreck a boss big time. This is absolutely my sniper of choice going forward, and I have contemplated burning down Umeko just to get the resources back to spend them on Helhest. Anyways. Destiny Rising is fucking great. You should check it out, and when you do… join our guild. Legitimately though, if you ever enjoyed Destiny at some point in the past, you are going to love this game. I personally find it way more enjoyable than Destiny ever was. I just hope we get some more world content soon at the end of this season. The post A Guild of Greys appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.

Ineffective Cosplay

October 14, 2025 by Belghast

Good morning folks. This is going to be one of those blog posts that does not get syndicated widely, because it is going to be a bummer. Last night I fell asleep on the couch around 7ish… went to bed around 8pm… and then slept until almost 7 am. This represents probably the longest I have slept in years. I feel like the wheels are falling off now. Technically I am still functional. I am getting up and showing, feeding myself, doing responsible work things, and making sure the house stays at moderate levels of cleanliness… but I feel like I am not really living. I am still chipping away at the giant mess in the garage, and am about halfway through. Essentially the north side is finished with cabinets set up and things moved into them… and I need to attack the south side and effectively do the same. I have a pile of shit in the garage that at some point I will call the folks to haul away. I can’t say with all certainty that nothing brings me joy… but more… I have forgotten what joy feels like. I feel like I have been cosplaying someone who has their shit together in the whole “fake it until you make it” genre… but I am just not sure if I will ever get there. This week is hard. It is fall break for all of the schools in Oklahoma, and I did not even know this until a coworker asked for it off to spend time with his family. This was always a big week for us and we almost always had some sort of project going on that we would complete. If nothing else it was a time when I took off from work and we spent quality time together. We would often go for trips elsewhere like down to Dallas, up to Kansas City, or over to St Louis to visit friends. I could do all of these things… but I just don’t really feel like doing so. Last Friday was really hard too, because there was a cookout essentially in honor of my wife… but not having her… made the social interaction almost unbearable. People talk about having emotional support animals… but my wife was my emotional support human and I miss her greatly. No matter how uncomfortable a situation got… I always had her, and I always knew that she understood that my skin was crawling and that I wanted to run into the night screaming at the top of my lungs. How do you condense 30 years of moments shared… into even beginning to rebuild that connection with anyone else? I feel like my life is over… and I am just this shambling husk that remains, because all of the good that was in me was sucked out the night I came out of the bathroom and found her making that awful gurgling noise on the couch. My life ended on July 2nd… and everything that I am doing now… is just a vague attempt at distracting me from that fact. Another thing that is really hard… is that in theory they should have installed the gravestone last week. There is a certain finality in that act. Like until that happened it almost wasn’t “really real”. I’ve not gone up to check, because its a two hour drive away, and I am not even sure if I should be doing that drive by myself. I had been waiting on a call from the funeral home to let me know that it was installed… but they have also been pretty much incompetent at every step of this process. They did not tell me when the death certificates were available, did not tell me when the final death certificates were available, and did not tell me when they had a mock-up of the tombstone ready for me to review. If I did not have a “fuck this is taking forever” moment at each step… I would not have gotten any of the information. So basically… I have Schrodinger’s tombstone right now… and the only way I am going to know for certain is if I make the drive. I’ve not gone to the grave site… since the day we buried her because… there has never felt like much of a point. She is not there anymore. My wife herself firmly believed that, and thought the whole visiting graves thing was a bit weird. I mean if she is anywhere… she would be here since she died in the driveway. Not that I understand the mechanics of hauntings mind you… but it would seem like the place someone dies would be more potent than the place where their remains end up. I know at some point I will need to go. I will need to at least for the sake of her family make the effort of decorating her grave, since they all seem to care deeply about that sort of thing. I am agnostic at best… and atheist at worst… and I have always struggled with the rituals of a predominantly evangelical society. I know I have people who are willing to be there for me… but what they can offer me… isn’t what I need. I need my wife back. I have friends who are pushing me to get back into therapy. Essentially how the free therapy works is that you get five sessions per instance. In theory I could just keep making up a reason for why I need therapy, because it is only ever dealt with at the inception of the therapy… and not during the sessions themselves. It did help… but only those first three of five sessions or so. I think I might just be going through a low spot with the changing of the seasons and the coming of the season of darkness. I’ve never had seasonal affective disorder… my wife had that… and I have always cursed the existence of the sun. However maybe I do need to get out more and at least pretend I am a daywalker. I am trying to get out and about more on the weekends, but mostly just because I have things I need to get done. I know today I am going to run to the recycling place because it was entirely too full on Sunday, and I never unloaded the boxes from my truck. Maybe I just needed to cry for awhile. I have been doing so while I write this post, and am honestly feeling a bit better as a result. Unfortunately crying is not one of those things that you can just sort of force to happen. Maybe I needed to get some of the sadness out of me. I will say that I would be completely lost if not for Gracie and how needy of attention she is. So many of the things I did… because I was trying to take care of my wife. Without her… it just doesn’t feel like there is a point to doing any of them. I have mostly been going through the motions because the routines are familiar… but there is no passion behind it anymore. I think I am going to cut this blog post off, because if you have read down to this point… you are a real one. I am not sure if I have been lying to you… when I say that I am fine… or if this week just got to be too much and I fell apart. I am broken, and I have to admit that I am broken. I just am not sure if I will ever be fixed. The post Ineffective Cosplay appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.