Mixtape Mondays: Willowy Weary Wise

Good Morning Folks! This is an exceptionally busy morning for me. I have a pretty early doctor’s appointment and will have to fight road construction to get there. So as a result, I got up quite a bit earlier than I had normally been getting up, largely so that I could roll this post out without issue. This week represents the third week in this new series of Mixtapes, and the twenty-sixth in total since beginning this series during the pandemic lockdown. If you are tuning in for the first time, Mixtapes are really important to me on a personal level. I’ve always loved the art of constructing just the right mix of music for the right mood. There are a lot of things that have inspired me to make mixtapes in the past, but I think part of this is that I mourn the art of crafting albums. There were so many musicians that I grew up listening to that fully understood the way an album flows… is more important than the individual songs on it. While I am entering my “Cancer Boy” era, I am finding it more important to do little things that allow me to stake a creative claim on the world, and this mixtape nonsense is just a small part of this.

26 – Willowy Weary Wise

These mixtapes start for all sorts of reasons. Sometimes they are inspired by lived experience, other times are built around a specific song, and in the case of today’s mix, are a bit of a remix of someone else’s playlist. On February 6th, my friend Mallow shared a playlist on bsky, and given that I like Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, I clicked through and gave it a bit of a listen. One of my favorite things about social media is when you find out one of your existing friends has relatively “drift compatible” musical tastes. Collectively, there is a lot of really great stuff on that list, but I was floored by how well a very specific block worked together. Namely, how Red Right Hand, Down by the Water, and Tear You Apart flowed together perfectly and set a very specific tone for the entire outing. Individually, they are all great songs, and I have been a massive fan of PJ Harvey since she was thrust into my life initially with 50Ft Queenie. So that gave me the tapestry with which to weave another mix, and I anchored that block in the middle of a fifteen-song mix designed to exploit that same sort of feeling. The mixtape itself was named in honor of Mallow herself, since I am effectively copying her homework for my own creation. I am hoping you will enjoy my own spin, and also check out her own playlist, so you can see two different takes on the same idea.

Track List

  • 01 – Dead Souls – Nine Inch Nails
  • 02 – Cirice – Ghost
  • 03 – This Corrosion – The Sisters of Mercy
  • 04 – People Are People – Depeche Mode
  • 05 – Bela Lugosi’s Dead (The Hunger Mix) – Bauhaus
  • 06 – The Killing Moon – Echo & The Bunnymen
  • 07 – A Girl Like You – Edwyn Collins
  • 08 – What’s A Girl To Do? – Bat For Lashes
  • 09 – Death Don’t Have No Mercy – Delaney Davidson
  • 10 – Red Right Hand – Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
  • 11 – Down By The Water – PJ Harvey
  • 12 – Tear You Apart – She Wants Revenge
  • 13 – Black Wings – Tom Waits
  • 14 – Glory Box – Portishead
  • 15 – Stay – Shakespears Sister

Listen To It Yourself

This represents three weeks in a row that I have released a new mixtape on Monday. I know that I will probably not be able to keep this up indefinitely, especially as my whole “Cancer Boy” journey ramps up. However, I do like that this gives me at least a small amount of creative control over my world. Similarly, I am trying to arrange a time to sit down and record with “The Librarian” and do what will honestly probably be the most revealing and personal episode of “Bel Folks Stuff” that I have ever done. I kind of love that I have given them this ominous-sounding moniker at the same time they are themselves struggling to decide their own identity going forward. I have a few nuggets of playlists floating around in my head, or at least anchor songs that I want to build around. One of the big self-imposed challenges for me is that I do not want to use the same songs that I have ever used before in a playlist, and similarly, I do not want to repeat the same musicians more than once in the same playlist. For example, this week I might have gone with the Ghost version of Stay, but went with the original to keep from violating my own self-imposed rule. These mixtapes are yet another way I am trying to declare that I still live and am still trying to be a creative human. As always, you can see the full list of mixes over on my archives, and in many cases, I release the new mix a bit early there so it is staged and ready for Monday morning. Mixtape Mondays Archive The post Mixtape Mondays: Willowy Weary Wise appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.

Of Harvests That Are Dark

Friends… I have been on a bit of an adventure. The other day I saw some commentary from a friend talking about the movie Dark Harvest that came out earlier this month. The poster for it seems rather compelling and being a huge fan of Children of the Corn it piqued my interest. This was released as a rental on streaming platforms and got a live screening at the Alamo Drafthouse. So in another place and another time this likely would have been a major theatrical release, but in the weird place we are in at the moment it went “directly to home video”.
Then I read the fateful words on the poster… that it was “Adapted from The Award-Winning Novel”. 2023 has been the year of the book for me, and I am currently reading my fortieth of the year. Given how drastic movie adaptations can veer from the original material, I figured I would take a pause in my reading of Agency by William Gibson and give this novel a try. In the worst-case scenario, I bounce hard and simply watch the movie like I was going to originally.
This was a bit easier said than done because apparently, Dark Harvest has been a VERY popular name for novels. Some further research led me to the fact that the first one in this sequence is the one I was looking for by Norman Partridge. The “Award Winning” in the movie tagline relates to the Bram Stoker Award for Best Long Fiction from the year 2006. So yesterday morning I popped over to the Libby App and luckily one of the three libraries that I have a card for had it available. The novel itself is really more of a novella given that it is only 176 pages in length and I was able to easily read it over my lunch break.
Dark Harvest tells a tale that isn’t necessarily unique, but it does so in a really visceral manner from the perspective of an omniscient narrator that you learn more about as the tale comes to its conclusion. It is a tale of a suffocating small town, with bitter meanspirited people, and a yearly ritual that holds a dark secret. It is a novel that contains a “twist” but one that is pretty easily guessed and outright explained well before you have reached the halfway point. It is a novel with a deep sympathy for the monster, more in the vein of Frankenstein than Pumpkinhead. The town and more specifically the Police Officer stand in opposition against our trio of anti-heroes as we the readers root for them to succeed. Things may not be tied up in the neatest of bows at the end… but it was still fairly satisfying. More than anything this is a novel that rebels against the “things have always been this way and have to stay that way” narrative of small-town America. As a product of deeply rural “one horse town” America, I at least found it satisfying and immediately identified with the narrative of wanting to leave at any cost. That is precisely what I did… once I was gone, I was gone and I didn’t even come home on the weekends.
The movie however does what Hollywood always seems to do… and mercilessly fucks with the story. By the time we are ten minutes into the tale, it is already barely recognizable from the source material. While the novel is a tale of rebelling against dark traditions… the movie leans significantly more into the monster movie genre. As a result, you end up with this sort of what if Lord of the Flies happened during the Purge where the kids who all look like Back to the Future 1950s extras go out and wage war against Pumpkinhead. The only pieces that remain from the Novel, are the most basic building blocks of the plot… the October Boy, Starved Children Pressed into Service to Defend the Town, and the townsfolk enabling or at least turning a blind eye to the whole process.
I am not saying Dark Harvest is a bad film, just that it has very little to do with the novella that spawned it. It seems to constantly be flipping back and forth on this border of taking itself way too seriously, and cartoonish levels of nonsensical violence. For example, I give you the “bloodsplosion” which is a truly nonsensical scene where apparently the monster brutally murders an entire cellar worth of kids who have tried to hide away from “The Run”. Nothing that the monster could have done… would have caused this giant fountain of blood to come crashing out of the cellar, but we have it nonetheless as a weird hamfisted callback to the elevator scene from The Shining maybe? There is zero sympathy for the devil here… as Sawtooth Jack is just a mindless abomination that must be killed. There is some attempt to pin a message on at the end… but the delivery just does not really work with anywhere near the same gravity as it does in the novel.
I am not saying it is a bad film. So long as you go into it with the knowledge that it is going to be a movie with an easily guessable twist that makes some oftentimes interesting stylistic choices… you will probably enjoy yourself. That said after watching it… I fully understand why this went “directly to home video”. I think the biggest sin that the movie does, is doing a poor job of representing the novel. That however often seems to be the case, especially with horror adaptations. It isn’t that the novel itself is the best thing I have ever read, but it is good enough that I would suggest it, especially considering how quick of a read it is. I am less certain however if I would recommend the movie. This is maybe one of those situations where you would be better off watching the movie first, and then reading the real story afterward if you found the premise at all compelling. So yes… I am damning this with the faintest of praise. If nothing else it was an interesting journey that I went on yesterday. The novel if nothing else has some really damned good lines in it. I will leave you with my favorite:
words don’t matter unless they are walking the hard road to the truth
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Welcome to Spoopy Town

Good Morning Friends! Sometimes I have an idea that gets stuck in the back of my head, and then I share that idea with a friend… and they convince me to make that idea happen. This is one of those times. I’ve talked about how the paranormal and macabre is a bit of a guilty pleasure for me, and how I deeply enjoy watching various ghost hunting youtube videos. I’ve discovered through my posting about things… that there are a lot of others out there that also enjoy this sort of thing. It is at this point that I joined forces with my good friend Jaedia and then shortly thereafter Rini to bring this project to life.
I get that the very last thing we all need in our lives is “Yet Another Discord”, but I offer you humbly… yet another Discord to clog up your sidebar. Basically, this Discord has two focuses… discussion of the Spooky as an Entertainment medium, and the Spooky as the unknown and unknowable. We’ve divided up the categories in such a way as to separate the Fiction from Non-Fiction type discussions. This list is of course subject to change, but right now it looks a little something like this:
  • Spooky Entertainment
    • Creepypasta and SCP
    • Films and Series
    • Books and Comics
    • Args and Tabletop
    • Video Games
    • Music and Stage
  • The Paranormal
    • Cryptids and Monsters
    • Ghosts and Investigations
    • Folklore and Legends
    • Other Unexplained
  • Harmless Conspiracies
    • Unexplained Visitors
    • Historical Mysteries
    • Other Dimensions
If this seems like your sort of thing, then I welcome you to join. First I guess let’s go over the rules. When you join our Discord you are presented with a Server Rules channel and in order to progress further you have to accept the terms. I feel like they are pretty straightforward but cover a lot of bases to protect our members.

Server Rules

Hey Friends! Welcome to the Spoopy Town Server I love the spooky, paranormal, and unexplained, and am a pretty big aficionado of Horror as a genre. The goal behind this server is to create a comfortable and respectful place to explore those topics. Coming from a place of respect is the most important goal of this project because there are lots of different ideas about what goes bump in the night. We are not here to judge, but also not here to force our own belief systems upon others. If that sounds like an interesting adventure that you might want to embark upon then I suggest you keep reading. In order to maintain the right vibe we have a few rules that we expect our members to follow. This community is universally supportive of LGBTQIA+ and BIPOC individuals. This community is also targeting adults as some of the themes we discuss might be scary, confusing, or harmful to those under the legal age of eighteen. Here are some of the things that we will not tolerate:
  • Anything Illegal
  • Discussion of Current Politics or Religion
  • Racist, Sexist, Ableist, or Homophobic Remarks
  • Inappropriate uploads, profile images, names, or emojis including:
    • Sexually Explicit
    • Violence/Gore
    • Racist/Sexist/Ableist/Homophobic
  • Abusive Behavior; Bullying, Trolling, or Name-Calling
  • The promotion of Cryptocurrency or NFTs
Content Warnings To ensure everyone’s safety and comfort within the borders of Spoopy Town, please utilize the content warnings and spoiler tags within the server. While this is not a way of skirting the above restrictions, it is a helpful tool for discussing certain things within the context of paranormal events. Here are some examples of topics that you should be mindful of, but for anything outside the bounds of this list, I suggest you use your best judgment.
  • Suicide
  • Self-harm
  • Alcohol and Drug Use
  • Sexual Assault
  • Violence/Abuse
  • Well Known Phobias
If that sounds like the sort of place you are interested in hanging out, we would be more than happy to have you. Like I said before when you first join, you will be presented with the rules above, clicking the Yes button will give you access to all of the channels. Clicking the No button will place you into The Void without access to anything… and I am afraid it is a somewhat permanent choice. If for some reason you accidentally clicked the wrong button, ping me and I can reset your account back to the default state.
Anyways that is a lot of introduction but here is the link to the server. Enjoy… or don’t whatever is cool. The post Welcome to Spoopy Town appeared first on Tales of the Aggronaut.

AggroChat #342 – The Bleak Parade

Featuring:  Ammo, Ashgar, Belghast, Kodra, Tamrielo and Thalen
Tonight we have a show that is pretty much dominated by a discussion about Outriders.  Tam and Bel both attempt to avoid any outright spoilers but I feel like I still need to issue a warning.  This game has some deeply disturbing themes and we talk about these.  While we attempt to do so as gingerly as possible, I feel like I still need to provide a content warning to our listeners.  From there we talk about Stellaris and the third release of the game and how apparently it changes everything.  We also talk about Paradox and the history of long tailed support for games.

Topics Discussed

  • Outriders
    • Bleak Story
    • Endgame
    • Innovative Design
  • Stellaris
    • Third Edition
    • Reinventing the Game
    • Paradox Long Support
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